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For reasons beyond my control days ago rather a month ago I saw forced to make a decision than ever I thought I had to make so quickly, my son Adrian and I went to my doctor and told him I could not go, that the body was KO and that most other factors were taking their toll on my soul and that I could not tolerate as in this continuing struggle one can not collapse. preferred stop before breaking since damages remedy could be worse. So while at first I felt bad about leaving my job (my only escape before my fight against cerebral palsy) and I saw grudging all value if it is true that health is everything and I had to pull myself . As I always had the unconditional support of my family, but also layered my mom and me complicate things a bit. Children can not be disconnected any food processor and put them back up when one considers it appropriate. We must be on foot barrel and it is true that it is not easy to recover in record time almost four and a half years of struggle, physical effort, fatigue, sleepless nights .... penalties that although it away from the best possible disappointments look like a footprint you are leaving, ... good is complicated.

In those moments is when a mother realizes that life and the integration of their daughter at risk if she is not business as usual. I will say that for the first time, being in bed with my daughter Nerea by my side, I cried. I do not know if it was rage, despair , weariness and sorrow .. I do not know, but I was too human and vulnerable as it ever was during my 35 years a woman lying forward, warrior and a fighter to the core.

overwhelming and beautiful thing is that at that time, I asked Neil : "Since we're alone at home and I am so dizzy, who I will care for me?"

Do you know what I said Nerea ? (Which I do not know because you have all the understanding of the world): stroked my cheek and said to herself to tell me: "me, I'm going to take care.

You can not imagine the rollercoaster of emotions that emerged from every pore of my skin, which felt privileged to have a girl so special and not just because of their disability, that injection of poise and optimism gave me with that response.

So I put the batteries, I took all my children cuddle, rested, put the first and I decided to live and not day to day but minute by minute to not miss anything and emerge stronger from this downturn . Perhaps

and very often is that I will be more time decay because I am human and I am demanding to myself too but I'm sorry, I'm well and I think so far everything I've done has obtained its fruits.

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